After the holidays: family
Jan. 10th, 2026 04:40 pmI had the weirdest dream the other day
Jan. 10th, 2026 05:12 pmI dreamed that I was going to sleep. I had found a bed - not my actual bed, just a bed! - and snuggled down to sleep. And then I woke up a little (really woke up, not dream woke up) in my own bed, snuggled up nice and cozy, and drifted between the two beds, real and dream, for a little bit before falling back asleep for real.
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Prague hockey camp
Jan. 10th, 2026 09:15 amI had such a good time at the hockey camp with the Women's Blues. 24 skaters and a goalie (plus two Czech goalies joined), and for most of the exercises we were divided by ability into four groups of six. The WBs captains had set the groups and they did a great job, certainly for my group - we were well-matched so the exercises all let us push ourselves without anyone being overwhelmed or left behind. And the coaching team was amazing, again.
We had five ice sessions: an "optional" skate Monday evening, and then two 75-minute training sessions on each of Tuesday and Wednesday. Plus some off-ice and stickhandling, video review, a bonus talk on "hockey IQ" and motivation from one of the coaches, and an optional visit to the nearby swimming pool. The camp posted a great reel from the first day that really captures the feel of it.
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Webring: Adult Artists
Jan. 10th, 2026 01:14 am1) I'm really happy for adult artists (NSFW) to find a place they won't get kicked out of.
2) I'm also delighted to see webrings in general coming back. Search engines are so bad nowadays, we really need alternatives ways to find things.
Poem: "The Far Call"
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Philosophical Questions: Success
Jan. 10th, 2026 12:02 amIs it more or less difficult to be successful in the modern world than it was in the past (10, 50, 100, or 1,000 years ago)?
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My Fandom How To Posts
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How to Choose a Starting Point for Your Story
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Alas, Poor Julie, I Knew Her
Jan. 9th, 2026 03:49 pmThe check engine light actually was not a big deal. It's the engine thermostat. Which would be somewhere between $500 & $1000 to replace, I expect, with standard Benz markup. Irritatingly, this is the second time it's gone bad.
The bigger problem is that I asked them to look at Julie's rough ride, which has been an issue since at least last year some time. They said that the mechanic had managed to get her acting up and that the problem was somewhere in the transmission, which would require a full rebuild of said transmission to fix. Which was kind of what I thought might be going on. The mechanic looked up the cost, and just the transmission would be something like $7000. (Standard Benz Markup.) Plus shipping. Plus labor.
So we were both totally on the same page that this was not worthwhile. The mechanic suggested that it wasn't worth dealing with the thermostat either when Julie was already on her last legs, and assured me that she was totally safe to drive and that I should go ahead and do so until the transmission issues worsened.
So, our loyal car, Julie the Benz, the first car I've owned in thirty years, is sadly dying.
I'm not in a rush to replace. The hope is that I might extract a last year or two from her. But I am now officially on the lookout for a new car.
My ideal would a 5-year-old car (to give it more runway than Julie, who started having problems a year or two after we got her, and has been in the shop once or twice a year), preferably a Toyota (they have the best reliability by a long shot), preferably a SUV (though I am somewhat uncertain if that's a real requirement), and preferably with a trailer hitch (to make transporting my bike and locking up my keys while swimming easy).
We'll see. I did some looking today, but there was nothing in that sweet spot. I probably need to add it to a weekly or biweekly schedule, hoping something perfect drops in my lap before Julie gives out.
And ugh, cars have gotten expensive in the last several years. (We saw new car prices spike up during COVID, which carried through to used cars, and now I presume that Trump's tariffs are entirely wrecking us with new car taxes.)
Kind of a weird feeling walking out of Destination Auto, who has always worked on Julie. I felt like we were saying goodbye forever. Especially since they don't seem to be doing Safety Checks at the minute. But it's also kind of freeing to know that I don't need to worry about Julie repairs any more. I just hopefully can find the perfect new car before she heads off to automobile heaven.
mistakes were made
Jan. 10th, 2026 01:05 amIn "ice is slippy" news, I have managed to bruise both my hips in hard falls this week: the left one at hockey camp earlier this week, the right at Warbirds tonight.
For preference, I sleep curled up on one side.
Ow.
New Year's Resolutions Check In
Jan. 9th, 2026 03:09 pm( Read more... )
kesimpta
Jan. 9th, 2026 05:37 pmThe new insurance requires me to use a different specialty pharmacy for the Kesimpta. I asked for a new prescription last night via MyChart, and just had a productive conversation with the pharmacy (Optum):
- they asked whether I'd been off Kesimpta, because what they can see is that they were sending it to me in 2024, and not last year, so I explained that
- we went over my list of medications, which was missing at least one thing, and had one I'm no longer taking
- the doctor wrote the prescription for a 90-day supply, and the insurance will only cover a month of this at a time
- the doctor sent them a prescription for the initial 'loading" dose, and they need to go back to the neurologist and clarify that
However, so far this has been remarkably efficient: less than 24 hours from me messaging the doctor, to me talking to the pharmacy. Whether the insurance company will cause delays by demanding "prior authorization," I don't know.
Birdfeeding
Jan. 9th, 2026 02:26 pmI fed the birds. I've seen a few sparrows.
I put out water for the birds.
What I thought was a branch blown down in the house yard is actually the contorta willow sapling that died. I may see if I can make something from it.
EDIT 1/9/26 -- I did a bit of work around the patio.
EDIT 1/9/26 -- I did more work around the patio.
EDIT 1/9/26 -- I took a few pictures around the yard.
I raked another quadrant around the firepit.
EDIT 1/9/26 -- I did more work around the patio.
As it is getting dark, I am done for the night.
How to Post Frequently on Dreamwidth
Jan. 9th, 2026 01:22 pm( Read more... )
snowflake days 4 and 5: last page and a wish list
Jan. 9th, 2026 02:18 pm
Challenge #4: Rec The Contents Of Your Last Page
I'll go with the last fannish page I bookmarked: TNG-Picard.com, a beautifully organized collection of TNG and Picard costumes and props, including close-ups of details.
Challenge #5: Create a list of at least three things you'd love to receive, a wishlist of sorts.
This is surprisingly hard. Everything top of mind for me right now is something that no one reading this has any power over, and mostly involves the world being less of a horrible trash fire.
I guess to that end, if you have any money to spare, would you consider making a donation to an organization trying to do good in the world? Some that I support are Flatbush Cats, The Wildcat Sanctuary, Doctors Without Borders, Partners in Health, and Feeding America.
If you're artistically minded, I would love mood boards, cover art, or fan art of any of my stories, but especially anything related to Pi'maat or Scenes From Will Riker's War.
This last one is a huge stretch, but if any vid makers out there want to make an Star Trek: The Next Generation ensemble fanvid to We Are Going to Be Friends by The White Stripes, that would be amazing.
a small vigil
Jan. 9th, 2026 01:37 pmSnowflake Challenge 5: Wishlist
Jan. 9th, 2026 12:01 pmIn your own space, create a list of at least three things you'd love to receive, a wishlist of sorts. Leave a comment in this post saying you did it and include a link to your wishlist if you feel comfortable doing so.
If you have wishes for transformative works of your own works or another's work, remember to include links to those sources in order to make it easier for people to create.
Be sure to check out other people's wishlists. Maybe someone will grant your wish! Maybe you will be inspired to grant a wish! If any wishes are granted, we'd love it if you link them to this post.
This is one of my favorite challenges. It can be difficult for a lot of people to ask for things, so remember not to put too much pressure on yourself for coming up with the perfect wishlist! Your wishes could be something you're recently interested in or something you've wanted for a long time but were afraid to ask for or anything in between. There are no limits!

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2026.01.09
Jan. 9th, 2026 09:30 amVictim-blaming began almost as soon as Renee Nicole Good was killed – we examine the claims and the reality
Richard Luscombe
https://www.theguardian.com/us-news/2026/jan/09/white-house-minneapolis-ice-killing
Democrats threaten to withhold funding after ICE killing in Minneapolis
Lawmakers issue warning about homeland security budget after shooting death by federal agent of Renee Nicole Good
Lauren Gambino
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Animal Communication
Jan. 9th, 2026 02:28 amBasket the Border collie seems to have a way with words. The 7-year-old dog, who resides on the Upper West Side of Manhattan, knows the names of at least 150 toys — “froggy,” “crayon box” and “Pop-Tart,” among them — and can retrieve them on command.
The number is average. Most dogs can learn 100-200 words, typically 150-160. However, a majority of those are verbs like "sit" and "fetch." Nouns are less common, but most dogs learn a bunch of things like "food" and "leash." Having a vocabulary that is mostly nouns is uncommon.
Why a collie? Because people used to teach them the names of the sheep. "All in" is useful, but "Cut Molly" (out of the herd) is even more so.
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Follow Friday 1-9-26: Led Zeppelin
Jan. 9th, 2026 12:05 amA fanmix is a compilation of songs inspired by a fannish source.
[Active with multiple posts in January.]
Led Zeppelin fanfiction archive.
[Active with one post in December.]
Musicians, engineers, and others of the scene.
[Active with one post in January.]
Everything related to darker alternative subcutlures. Discussion on books, the occult, music, & more.
[Active with multiple posts in January.]
Poem: "The Two Cottages"
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New verses in "An Inkling of Things to Come"
Jan. 8th, 2026 04:45 pmCommunity Thursdays
Jan. 8th, 2026 01:08 pmPosted 10 Products to Help You Keep Your 2026 New Year’s Resolutions at
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Commented under 01/07/26 on
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Thankful Thursday
Jan. 8th, 2026 08:45 pmToday I am thankful for...
- Having fled the US a year and a quarter ago.
- Linux Weekly News - LWN.net, and DistroWatch.com
- The Corporation for Public Broadcasting
- Reunions on Zoom (or other virtual places).
- Also, support groups on Zoom. Support groups, period; it's just that my main needs for them developed after Covid.
Birdfeeding
Jan. 8th, 2026 01:06 pmI fed the birds. I haven't seen any though.
I put out water for the birds.
EDIT 1/8/26 -- I did a bit of work around the patio.
EDIT 1/8/26 -- I did more work around the patio.
Now dozens of sparrows are suddenly mobbing the hopper feeder.
EDIT 1/8/26 -- I did more work around the patio.
I've seen some sparrows, and a larger dark-colored bird that may have been a starling or a grackle. The light was too low to tell exactly, even though it was on the metal tray feeder.
It's been spitting rain off and on. Heavier rain is forecast for tonight.
I am done for the night.
2026.01.08
Jan. 8th, 2026 12:21 pmhttps://www.minnpost.com/glean/2026/01/more-on-the-ice-shooting-in-minneapolis-federal-agents-renee-good/
Thousands gather at vigil for woman slain by ICE agent in Minneapolis
Mourners filled an entire city block on Wednesday night following the early morning shooting of a woman who was trying to drive away from ICE agents.
by Katelyn Vue
https://sahanjournal.com/immigration/minneapolis-vigil-woman-slain-ice-agent/
Yes, state and local prosecutors can charge federal law enforcement agents with crimes. But it isn’t easy
Minnesota officials are demanding a role in the investigation of Wednesday’s fatal shooting by an ICE agent in Minneapolis.
by Shadi Bushra
https://www.minnpost.com/public-safety/2026/01/minnesota-ice-shooting-yes-state-and-local-prosecutors-can-charge-federal-agents-law-enforcement-with-crimes-but-it-isnt-easy/
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new year, new insurance
Jan. 8th, 2026 12:53 amI will need/use the inhaler, but this is also confirmation that yes, I (still) have prescription drug coverage.
Other than that, not a great day. Fingertips are improving, but I had a sudden nosebleed while sitting quietly on the couch an hour ago. *sigh*
New Poems
Jan. 7th, 2026 10:26 pm"So Many Words for Wood" on
"The Infinity of Acorns" on
"Birds and Snow" on
"A Piecemeal Apocalypse" on
snowflake day 3: a love letter to fandom
Jan. 7th, 2026 06:42 pm
Challenge #3: Write a love letter to fandom.
John Green says of going to home games for AFC Wimbledon, "I'm with 8,000 people whose love is oriented in the same direction as mine." That, to me, is fandom. It's a group of people who have oriented their love in a similar direction, whether that's toward a show or an actor or a band or a character or a hobby or something else entirely. (Honestly, love oriented in the same direction might be foundational to almost all human-built institutions, and the problem with some of them is that the object of their love doesn't inspire pro-social behavior, but that's outside the scope of this post.) It doesn't matter what the object of the love is so much as the way that all that love aimed at a similar place amplifies itself, like vector multiplication.
The funny thing is, the way I do fandom these days, It's almost less about the object of the fandom and more about the idea of fandom, the love and the passion it inspires. Which is not to say that I'm not in some fandoms. I'm very active in Star Trek fandom, and love hanging out with people who love it with me. It's always fun to find people who share some of my other current interests like Sherlock Holmes, Murder She Wrote, Superman, and Jane Austen, or to reminisce happily with people who remember the loves that I'm less active in but still remember fondly like X-Files and Stargate.
But there are definitely people in fandom spaces with whom I share no fandoms, and I still enjoy their company, because they're doing the fandom thing too. That is, they're passionate about something, and so passionate that they want to talk about the thing, and make more of the thing, and put their joy and passion into the world so that other people can share it. Elsewhere on this year's snowflake, someone mentioned how much they love seeing someone be passionate about something, even if they don't share that passion. I like that. It is a joy to see humans be happy and excited about things they love, and to be unabashedly passionate about them.
Let people enjoy things has become a meme, almost a cliche, but that's because it so often needs to be said. Fandom at its best is a safe place where people are allowed to enjoy things without mockery or disdain, and in a world where that is all too often not the case, that's a very valuable thing.
Shopping
Jan. 7th, 2026 05:14 pmIf you've seen my post "How to Simplify Fashion," then consider these scarves as an option for color-matching. Look for a scarf whose colors you love and want to use. Wear it while clothes shopping to test if new clothes match your colors.
Library Update #25: The Last Wall
Jan. 7th, 2026 01:12 pm![]() |
( Blank Wall Makeover, Below This Cut )
A week after last post
Jan. 7th, 2026 08:39 pmMy mother doesn't need much help, so most of what I do is sit with her and listen. I have brought my laptop with me, and am also working while I'm here - this helps, it gives us a break from each other. I have also watched far too many episodes of a TV show called Bargain Hunt, and another show about house-hunting and lots of weather reporting. All the exciting weather is in the highlands, here it's just freezing temperatures & sleety rain. We've been to Tesco, where we managed to mislay each other, and my mother was horrified by the price of frozen mashed potatoes. The USA is gangstering into Venezuela.
It's been long visit, I'm not sleeping well, and I'm feeling very worn.
Birdfeeding
Jan. 7th, 2026 01:10 pmI fed the birds. I've seen a few sparrows.
I put out water for the birds.
EDIT 1/7/26 -- I did a bit of work around the patio.
EDIT 1/7/26 -- I did more work around the patio.
EDIT 1/7/26 -- I gathered the raked leaves from the ritual meadow, enough to fill the trolley twice, which I dumped on the daffodil bed. (That should have been done in fall, but better late than never.) One quarter around the firepit equaled two trolleys and covered the daffodil bed completely. The tulip bed will need at least twice that much.
I startled several cardinals and the great-horned owl in the ritual meadow.
EDIT 1/7/26 -- I did more work around the patio.
I filled a trolley with sticks from the brushpile beside the driveway, then dumped that in the firepit.
EDIT 1/7/26 -- I filled another trolley with sticks, then dumped that in the firepit.
There's not much left of the brushpile now, mostly pieces too big for me to break down.
It's 5:05 PM. The western sky is still twilight, the east considerably darker.
I am done for the night.
Snowflake Challenge 4: Rec Your Last Page
Jan. 7th, 2026 12:03 pmAny website that you like, be it fanfiction, art, social media, or something a bit more eccentric!
On many of the fannish websites we use, our history is easily compileable into "pages". When we look back through those pages, sometimes we stumble upon things that we think are rather cool.

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2026.01.07
Jan. 7th, 2026 12:02 pmOne witness told Sahan Journal she saw first responders performing CPR on someone at E. 34th Street and Portland Avenue. The person had blood on their face and in their hair.
by Becky Z. Dernbach, Andrew Hazzard, Katelyn Vue, Shubhanjana Das and Mohamed Ibrahim
https://sahanjournal.com/immigration/federal-shooting-ice-immigration-south-minneapolis-34th-portland/
Much of the talk surrounding the Minnesota governor’s race has focused on Gov. Tim Walz dropping out. And while many Republicans wanted Walz gone, “an early exit from his re-election campaign presents its own challenges,” according to the Minnesota Star Tribune, including how to pivot from a fraud-focused strategy to other issues. Via MinnPost
https://www.startribune.com/after-focus-on-walz-and-fraud-what-comes-next-for-gop-in-governors-race/601558163?utm_source=gift
Axios is reporting that the Trump administration “is freezing $10 billion in funds for child care and poor families in five blue states.” California, Colorado, Illinois, New York and Minnesota have seen these funds suspended, and these five states “will also be asked to provide additional information, including attendance records, inspection reports and complaints from parents.” Via MinnPost
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Hard Things
Jan. 7th, 2026 12:02 amWhat are some of the hard things you've done recently? What are some hard things you haven't gotten to yet, but need to do? Is there anything your online friends could do to make your hard things a little easier?
History
Jan. 6th, 2026 11:57 pmThis historic pump uses a mixture of flowing water and air bubbles to lift water high above its original level. While not as efficient as some other methods, it has two tremendous advantages: 1) It requires no electricity, fuel, or animal power. 2) With no moving parts, it avoids the problems of wear and clogs that threaten more complex pumps. Given the increasing issue of climate change, there is great value in any useful technology that runs entirely on renewable energy and doesn't need repair or replacement at all often.
Book Meme 2025
Jan. 6th, 2026 11:07 pmI read 40 books this year, which is less than in the last few years. As I was reflecting on the books I read this year, I think part of it is that the books were just ok. There weren't really books that I loved a lot. I liked many of them - there are a lot of good and interesting books that I read, didn't like some, was disappointed in a few. Overall it was ok year but my reading is slowing down over the last few years.
( Book List 2025 )
( Book Meme )
Poem: "Done to Perfection"
Jan. 6th, 2026 08:24 pm"Done to Perfection"
-- a cinquain
Pain's Gray
bakes French pastries --
beignets and petits fours,
choux à la crème and tartes des Alpes --
exquis.
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Notes:
Read about the cinquain form.
French pastries include beignets, choux à la crème, petits fours, and tartes des Alpes.
exquis
French: delightful, delicious
snowflake day 2: pets
Jan. 6th, 2026 09:28 pm
Challenge #2: Pets of Fandom
I originally wasn't going to do this one because it got me thinking about Phoebe and I was sad, but then I decided I wanted to talk a little about Phoebe and let myself be sad.
( CN: Pet death )
Poem: "Beneath the Sea"
Jan. 6th, 2026 08:05 pm"Beneath the Sea"
-- a hexaduad
[Monday, September 25, 2017]
Jules reads
job feeds.
Come work beneath the sea!
Stock Cans; room and board free.
He knows it's good work and good pay,
but should he go or should he stay?
Tides rise and fall,
feelings, sea call.
Beach, a liminal place;
teen, in similar space.
Jules scans the shore,
texts, Tell me more.
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Notes:
Read about the hexaduad form.
Yaybahar III Nadiri [music]
Jan. 6th, 2026 07:27 pmThe description text:
The essence of gold was rare, he conquered with his virtue, offered his gifts and fell behind the sun...I am surmising that "Nadiri" means "Of Nadir". Yaybahar is the instrument, the artist is its inventor:
Dedicated to the soul of my dear friend's father, Nadir Oğuz...
The name yaybahar (pronounced /jajba'har/) has Turkish origin. It is a composite of two words: yay means a "string" or a "coiled string" and bahar means the season "spring." According to Gorkem Sen, the name is derived from the idea of a new life or a new beginning. [1]I assume this is the third one of its kind the artist has made.
Artist's website: https://www.gorkemsen.com/
Science
Jan. 6th, 2026 04:26 pmA striking 97.5% of women pursuing graduate degrees in STEM report moderate or higher levels of impostorism.
Nearly all women in STEM graduate programs report feeling like impostors, despite strong evidence of success. This mindset leads many to dismiss their achievements as luck and fear being “found out.” Research links impostorism to worse mental health, higher burnout, and increased thoughts of dropping out. Supportive environments and shifting beliefs about intelligence may help break the cycle.
That's probably because 97.5% of their male coworkers are misogynistic assholes, and so are a lot of people even outside of STEM.
After decades of being told that girls are bad at math, go play with dolls, harassment as soon as their breasts start growing, male students being put in charge of groups, professors stealing their work, getting lower grades than they deserve, struggling to find a job, their name being left off papers or awards, promotions going to less-qualified males, fighting for funds ... of course women realize that they are aren't wanted, aren't welcome, and nobody likes them.
The last 2.5% of women in STEM? They don't give a shit if people like them, and they aren't there to stroke anyone's ego or penis. Shut up and work. Impostor syndrome? It can be beaten to death with facts.
Birdfeeding
Jan. 6th, 2026 03:23 pmI fed the birds. I've seen a large flock of sparrows.
I put out water for the birds.
EDIT 1/6/26 -- I did a bit of work around the patio.
EDIT 1/6/26 -- I did more work around the patio.
EDIT 1/6/26 -- I did more work around the patio.
As it is getting dark, I am done for the night.
